THINE NOT MINE

God, please take this manifested hate. I have been admitting my faults, but what about those that surround me? I am by no means perfect or complete,but I know that you will never give up on me. Any wrath of anger is unjustifiable. Is it excused for a moment by the flaw of human emotion? To gain inner peace is a journey within itself. God, please grant Your will to exclude anger and bitterness from my life, and those that surround me. Opinions and false misconceptions alter one's thinking, allowing offense to come within words perceived by another. Is it any one's fault? No one cares to hear vicious anger, and others tend to close them out. Let no one speak for me, I will stake my own claim. I'm letting go of my anger and letting others rule their own. Even with patience, forgiveness is a never-ending struggle. God, please bind any acts of confrontation, keep me slow to speak. The condemnation of other's false accusations do nothing but call attention to their own self afflictions. Disappointment will still come to those trying to gain inner peace, because no matter how hard you may try you will still stumble while amongst others. It is like being in the ocean and trying not to get wet, Every one will affect each other, knowing or not, as long as the earth does turn. Feeble mindedness is not a choice that is self acknowledged. God, You have shown me mercy. Let me see through your eyes amongst fellow ind, because I am not trying to be proud. Any exploitations through honor or good deeds, comes only from you, God......... -PLEASE FORGIVE ME FATHER, LET THEY WILL BE DONE- Shelia Seroki-Grogan